Happy Alone on Valentine's Day

This is my first Valentine's Day as an adult being alone. Literally, since I was 22 I have always had someone special on this day.

It was one of those secret success marks I used to place on myself. It was okay for other people to be alone on Valentine's Day, because it is a bs holiday any invented by marketers to make money anyway. But not for me. For me, if I didn't have someone to share it with, I was a failure.

I guess I let that go. I am not sure how, but I did. Because I sure don't feel like a failure today. I feel great. How? Why? What did I do? I am honestly not sure, but looking back here are a few things that are different in my life over the past six months or so:

It isn't a formal recipe for success and it isn't rocket science, but it seems to be working.

In training land, I am running a relay this weekend. Was supposed to be my first full marathon, but the foot injury sidelined me for a bit. Should be a great time. It is a small race, about 450 people, and about 100 are from my team! It is nice to feel excited instead of terrified by that.

Oh -- and here is my half ironman training board. I keep tallies on it for fun since I started training. Will post it from time to time to see progress.


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